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three days ago?
i was hopeful three days ago?
time flies, i guess. i am definitely not over the moon anymore. it's been a rough few days. the sudden excitement has worn off and i’m concerned the lexapro is not pulling its weight like it used to. there are external factors though, so i have to wait and see. regardless, it's been a rough few days. i don't feel much like writing anymore. there are good things but they're hard to see. exploring boundaries and pushing (in a good way) and trying things, and seeing what works and what doesn't, and talking things out. not everything is scary. not everything bites.
i'm not making much sense, and i'm just feeling tired now. tomorrow is a new battle, i hope tonight's is over.
and out.
i was hopeful three days ago?
time flies, i guess. i am definitely not over the moon anymore. it's been a rough few days. the sudden excitement has worn off and i’m concerned the lexapro is not pulling its weight like it used to. there are external factors though, so i have to wait and see. regardless, it's been a rough few days. i don't feel much like writing anymore. there are good things but they're hard to see. exploring boundaries and pushing (in a good way) and trying things, and seeing what works and what doesn't, and talking things out. not everything is scary. not everything bites.
i'm not making much sense, and i'm just feeling tired now. tomorrow is a new battle, i hope tonight's is over.
and out.